Release
Date: 06/02/15
Bookish
Group Press
New
Adult
Summary
from Goodreads:
Sometimes the only thing standing
between fear and hope is yourself.
Almost a year ago, nineteen-year-old Cassie Harlen had a lot to deal with. A
stack of college acceptance letters waiting for answers, a proposal from the
boy next door, and a mother whose most recent bipolar episode left Cassie hurt
and confused. Tired of cleaning up the messes caused by her mother's disorder,
of resenting her mother for not being there, and scared of being trapped by an
inevitable future—which included marrying Graham Tucker—Cassie did the only
thing she could think of to keep from ending up like her mother: she left.
Graham never knew why Cassie walked away. He woke up one morning and she was
gone—along with the life that he’d created around her. After eleven months,
Graham has a new plan for his future. One that doesn't involve Cassie Harlen.
When Cassie's mom nearly burns down her house, Cassie’s forced to return home.
Back to a mother she’s tried to ignore and the guy she’s been unable to forget.
Graham doesn't know how he's going to spend the whole summer living next door
to the person who broke his heart without letting those old feelings push
through to the surface.
Neither does Cassie.
Excerpts:
1) Cassie
He led me through the door beside the back of the stage and the
guys yelled something. Rohan flipped them off, and then I was surrounded by
darkness. It was so dark I couldn't tell if my eyes were opened or shut. Warmth
spread across my neck as Rohan said in my ear, "This is the moment, Cassie."
His heart raced against my back, and the feeling of him so close
to me made my breath hitch. Between his hands around my waist and his breath on
my neck, my body melded into his. My heart pounded too, trying to keep up with
his, anxious from this surprise and from his fingers on my skin. Every part of
me responded to Rohan when he touched me, from my head to my stomach to my
toes. It was a feeling I still wasn’t used to.
With Graham it was different. With Graham, my whole being
responded. Just by a look across a room or a word. And God, a touch was like
fire exploding all over my skin. I didn’t have that with Rohan. What Rohan and
I had was only physical, what Graham and I had was everything—multiplied by a
hundred, plus soaring.
Thinking about what I left hurt. If I had stayed, maybe we’d be
married right now, going to school together and I’d be really seen, really
known. But I hadn't stayed.
2)
Cassie
“Close
your eyes.”
I
raised an eyebrow. “Last time I did that there was an RV.”
“I
couldn’t fit an RV in here,” he said.
“I’m
sure you understand my apprehension.” Surprises and eyes being closed didn’t
really work out for me. Not last time, not eleven months ago. Even June knew I
hated surprises. This was more evidence that Rohan didn’t really know me.
Rohan
put a finger on my lips. “Trust me. Eyes closed.”
With
my eyes closed, everything yelled at me to tell him that I was leaving. I
couldn’t tune out the voices, or the longing. It couldn’t be that hard to say
the words to a boy I didn’t love, not like I still loved Graham. I fluttered my
eyes open, but Rohan pressed his mouth against mine and his hands ran down my
back. I wanted to tell him, but I didn’t. Instead I tried to forget. I kissed
him back, and eased his shirt over his head as he took off mine. He ran his
fingers across my breasts before taking off my bra, and then all my thoughts
were gone.
Three
seconds. Then I lost control of my own brain and my body operated on autopilot.
Five
seconds. The amount of time before my back was flush with his leather couch and
it gently tugged at my skin, but I didn’t let it stop us.
Seven
seconds. Then I didn’t feel guilty; I didn’t feel anything except him on top of
me. I turned to dust and nerves and no words survived.
“Cass…”
he whispered, his lips trailing down my stomach.
My
body tensed up at the name, but Rohan didn’t notice. The weight of Graham’s
name, of his voice saying it when we made love, of him on the phone before, the
memory of it all came crashing back over me. It made me kiss Rohan harder.
About the Author
Danielle Ellison spent most of her childhood reading instead of learning math. It's probably the reason she can't divide without a calculator and has spent her life seeking the next adventure. It's also probably the reason she's had so many different zip codes and jobs.
When
she’s not writing, Danielle is probably eating cookies, fighting her
nomadic urges, watching too much TV, or dreaming of the day when she can be
British. She has settled in Northern Virginia, for now, but you can always find
her on twitter @DanielleEWrites.
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